Can You Tell If I Like You?

“the same hints through the gaze of a taurean girl”

I know it’s kinda rude to watch and look too long at someone but I can’t stop staring or glancing in the direction of a guy that I find attractive. I just can’t help it sometimes. Just like that but most of the time I come out too shy. I can only utter few words and hardly say anything when come across to talk. If he’s sensitive to know I like him & a hint he don’t feel the same, I definitely will try to cover and hide the feelings, and make it seem like I don’t care. I seem to be good on that because of my pride. And yet, if I feel a little confident , and I’m trying to get him to notice me (seldom happens), I might show off a little bit. It takes me a long time to get over someone I have feelings for…addicted to love!

Most guys (definitely) nowadays don’t like “my kind” (clingy, needy) so annoying, I admit. I always scare them away, run and disappear forever. I have a tendency to somewhat worship the guy I like. Worship is an intense word, let me just say “baby a guy I like”. I will keep him on a pedestal, again not appropriate word but will take very good care of him. If he does something to make me feel like I am worthless or not that important or being ignored or not getting the same attention, I will put my guard on and he’ll know about it. Sometimes, it is unexpected, I give way too many chances, because I never want to let go. And when I give so much, then realize that I’ve been giving the whole time with absolutely little or nothing in return, even how hard for me to let go, I will carry myself and I’ll take my pride, go and never look back. I am so darn-fucked up stubborn! which makes me really hard to let go but with so much struggle and mind over matter effort, I can switch it off. That’s a lot of energy to take! So it is really an addiction. Gradually, withdrawing if I really like to be in a healthy love relationship. A balance between being strong and being clingy, needy! For some reason, I’m trying to work on it.

I am more of the relationship types (love, family, friendship, professional), love…which is most important but always never good at it, so don’t mess around with my head. If you like me show me and say it. I take matters of the heart very seriously. When I like someone, the only one I really pay such close attention to. Really no other that I am thinking about when it comes to who I am attracted to. Guys, seldom like this kind of characteristic in woman and I never got into a long term relationships. And maybe, I am one of the many who’s not aware of being a commitment phobic and makes this clingy, needy thingy as an excuse! But other than love relationship I tend to get too close to people  around so well without any complications which makes me happy…enjoying living my life! Maybe fate will just lead and guide me to the right direction. And for now I am smilingly-happily satisfied with my relationship to different people I meet with my day to day journey. It gives me a better understanding that love is all around. With the respect and love I show, there’s so much more respect and love I get in return, not just from one person but from all those people I get to be with everyday. I just feel so happy and blessed for finding my true self.

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