Hate the thing that happens right before you fall asleep. Every mistake you’ve ever made, every word you wish you said, every moment that made you cry rushes through your head, and all you can do about it is cringe and pretend it all never happened.
You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.
Keep on fighting. Stay Strong.
ACCEPTANCE IS MY FREE WILL
There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be. Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.
Take life one day at a time. it is not how fast we move or how long we live, it’s how we cherish every moment of our life. it is how we treasure every memories that we are creating each day, it is how you cope and win each day, it is how you show every day how wonderful person you are.
The secret to being happy is accepting where you are in life and making the most out of everyday.
- This too shall pass (wingsofencouragement.wordpress.com)
- As I’ve embraced the concept of acceptance, I’ve embraced life. (pamelajmerten.wordpress.com)